B+

I'm just too freakin' sensitive right now to deal with criticism even if it is constructive. I just can't deal.

Leavin'

Ohh man, I can't believe this song is my new guilty pleasure...guilty indeed.

Accomplishments thus far.

I have come to the conclusion it is very weird to be about 21 and see actors or other people in the public spotlight who are the same age. It's like they've have more or less the same amount of time on this planet, yet they are famous. I'm not expecting to be famous at any point in my life, but it's like they have set out to accomplish a huge goal and they have attained it. Most of them have had to work hard and such, but it feels like they have had so much success in a short life time and I haven't even begun; it makes me feel very slow and unaccomplished. Life in the slow lane. I'm sitting here at a desk practicing photo identification of marine mammals and they're walking red carpets and on the set of the next major blockbuster. I wonder if I'm every going to do anything spectacular in life, to make a mark on this world or if I will just be here and gone like so many others. I suppose that's up to myself, but I wish I knew what or even if I have my spectacular moment, I wish it was bright and flashy like a movie.

Hmmm

Teri is...just a little bit lonely. Curse of enjoying cheesy stories/movies, it usually just drudges up memories of how alone I am LoL. Or at least gives me a lame excuse on why I'm not reading papers for my term paper and or studying for my midterm and or working on my lab report. *sigh*

I'm just in a bit of a spring rut. Technically right now I'm in a chair in the Science and Engineering Library. But mentally I'm just in a spring rut. I'd call it senioritis, but I'm not graduating until next year and I really do not want to start my senioritis this year. LoL Although my senioritis next year will probably be more like FREAKING out about entering the real world...and finding a job. Working...for money? PREPOSTEROUS! I just don't want to do anything, I need a break, which is horrifying since I only have two classes (and a lab). I just need two days of doing nothing at home. Living at school is awesome 99.9% of the time but .1% of the time it's nice to relax at home. Maybe I'll do something outrageous this weekend eh?

420

...If I had a dollar for everytime my mom said "big pot party" I'd have 3 dollars. Thank you UCSC.

Dear Cupid...

Dear Cupid,
For Valentine's Day I would really like a hockey guy with hot hockey hair. Or a cute Scottish guy with a melt-worthy Scottish accent. I suppose third on the list would be anyone else from the UK or Australia, I'd even settle for a Welshman. :)
Please deliver ASAP. (I only put that in because I haven't gotten shit from you for these past 21 years)

Thank you,
Teri

Pro's and Con's

Pros: being a 10 minute bus ride away from the beach :)
Cons: being a 10 minute bus ride away from the beach :(

It's killer, this week is going to suck MAJOR I have so much crap due and two midterms. Not only that, our 40 days and 40 nights of the Biblical deluge is finally over and it's GORGEOUS outside! And it's SO sunny and SO clear and I just want to go outside and lay out in the sun. BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOO. I have to study for my Ecology midterm and my Evolution midterm and read articles for marine environment and ecology and evolution! And it sucks chunky malls. gr.
So back I go to studying....and not watching shark byte episodes online or ranting at my blog