I wonder if the weather really does have an effect on your emotions? they say portland/washington state have a high suicide rate because of the constant rainy weater etc. but I guess i'm glad that we have two seasons lol because even though i like the cold better than the warm, i seem to be in a better mood in the warmer weather. lately i seem to be more happy, and not just happy, satisfied. Satisfied with being without a boyfriend, satisfied with going to community college etc. Lately i just seem to be happier :) randomly being in a good mood rather than a bad, and trying to look at the better side of things :) just like because i don't have a boyfriend, i get to look at other guys :) and oogle at them rotfl. well hey it's mildly entertaining when there's nothing else to do. and i've recently renewed my eagerness to go traveling (consequently with the viewing of some cute aussie guys) LoL more on that later. but things just seem okay now :) they may get insane and horrible later, but things are good now. i randomly smile...and that is quite random. i think this is a good time for this to happen because senior year is the year to just live it up! whoo!!!!!!!!
annnnnnnd back to the cute aussie guys, lol okay this was such in a random way because i was INNOCENTLY searching for those Haribo gummie bear ads, the ones that have like two gummies pulling another in the middle and it says "naughty bears" those were kinda funny, and in my search i came upon this guy holding a bag of haribo gummie bears, but no ads. but the guy holding the bag really wasn't all too bad looking ;) so i clicked on the page it ended up being on and there was a bunch more pictures and a whole website :) so alex and I spent about an hour talking about them and commenting on their pictures lol...now in retrospect it sounds stalker-ish...but i swear we weren't lol...although i think if guys that go to all boy schools look all that sexy we SO need more all boy schools...
I guess that partly perked up my spirits...lol but i dunno...i really need for summer to come....alex, me and chrissy need to go guy hunting :) I just have a good feeling :) let's see....monday, march 29, 2004 good feeling starts...let's see how long this one lasts....hopefully long yay!

Ski trip was eh....really eh. not much fun, didn't snowboard cause it was SO not fun last year, people were being all dramatic around each other. and you know well THAT SUCKS. oh well. I got to drive a snow mobile! WHOOT! that was great :) I gotta drive and steer it and the Bruce took the reigns and we did a couple of jumps very cool. :D

lots of things to do...assesment tests for chabot, buying joeys present, finish writing essay for scholarship (which i probably won't get, this essay isn't "hard" but i really don't know what to write), finish off driving and getting license, figure out what job to get and stuff....a billion other birthday's coming up, justin, jeffery, chrissy, oi. then senior stuff....too much to do. i'm so glad i don't have anything to go (going out wise) today.

I went to a hockey game yesterday, i forgot how much fun those were :D mucho fun...and they won, lots of yelling "BEAT L.A.!" and Dallas lost their game also, so Sharks keep their lead for the western division :D whoot! um...i guess that's about it...

Life Will Go On
Chris Isaak
(Always Got Tonight)

Broken skies, heartaches that flowers won't mend
Say goodbye knowing that this is the end
Tender dreams, shadows fall
Love too sweet, to recall
Dry your eyes, Face the dawn
Life will go on

All day long thought that we still had a chance
Letting go, this is the end of romance
Broken hearts find your way
Make it through just this day
Face the world on your own
Life will go on, life will go on

There'll be blue skies, every true love
Someday I'll hold you again
They'll be blue skies in a better world, darlin'

Tender dreams, shadows fall
Love too sweet, to recall
Dry your eyes, Face the dawn
Life will go on, life will go on
Broken heart find your way
Make it through just this day
Face the world on your own
Life will go on