"So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinkin' of
If tomorrow never comes."

Easier said than done.

...that smiling thing...it's done and over with, most days it's just too hard.

Smiling

I've found that I hardly smile, outside of being with my friends. I'm now making a semi-concious effort to smile more often. "Never frown because you never know who's falling in love with your smile." Sounds like a bunch of BS but hey it looks good.

Saturday I went "shopping" with Al, we went to Marina Square, we spent like 45 minutes in Old Navy, she bought a shirt and a pair of PJ pants. Then we went to Starbucks and I had my third Frappachino ever. I am deprived of coffee because my mom freaks out if she even thinks I drink coffee. Which is why I can remember ever time I've had one.
1. Family went outlet shopping in Vacaville and Uncle bought me my first one. (fall of 1998)
2. Dad and cousin and me in a car on the way to Lake Tahoe, stopped 3/4 of the way there and dad bought one. Dad's cool and doesn't freak because I tell him it's not a regular thing. (Around Memorial Day 2001)
3. Shopping with Al (March, 2, 2002)

I have a sad life, the hightlight of my day is a cup of coffee. Sad yes I know. Haven't talked to him in forever....since finals. Sucks.

I wish I had more guts I really do. I really am trying to make a concious effort to smile...It's sad when your muscles get sore from one smile because you haven't in such a long time.



See? even the Brain knows how to smile! :D