Monday, June 10, 2002

I feel like crap. I dunno, I kinda got in to a small fight with dad. He was on my computer and I told him I wanted to use it after I came out of the shower because of this stupid science project. It's making me moody. I know he has a habit of not getting off when I ask him to, so I started to tell him, and he kept on talking louder than me while I was talking so I kept of tapping him consisitently. and he's like stop hitting me! Gr. Needless to say, he got off before I came back. I think I'm only slightly stressed about this because last time this happend was near Christmas time (during Christmas break) and I don't know if it was that or near end results that needed to be made but he was very cold towards me for a while. I hope it isn't like this again. I have a headache and I want to go to sleep. It's been so stinking hot here, I hate it. I'm a winter person.

My day was going pretty well until tonight. Here's what happened earlier today: with snow-cone dude (A.K.A. Taylor Fout...I was thinking about it and that name seems so familiar to me...too bad he's a senio :( )
I got there this morning and was waiting on the ramp like I usually do because Mr. Del never gets there early, except sometime on test days. He usually comes around 8:10. So I was looking down by the other portibles watching for Mr. Del, when to my surprise (kinda) I see Taylor. He comes walking down ..with BARE FEET!, dude there's old rusty nails (from the shops next door), glass (random bottles) and hecka rocks! He's there searching through his backpack and and going "oouch glass. Man Mr. Del isn't here yet?" Me, being the smartass I am (LoL) was like "Mr. Del is never here before 8:10" and he's like "Oh well, can you give some thing to him for me?" I was like sure, then he hands me this packet of like 7-8 pages of all geometry homework he's like "This is extremely important this must get to him. This is decides wether I graduate or not..." etc. I was like sure this will get to him. Says thanks and leaves. When Mr. Del finally arrives, I give him the packet, and Mr. Del goes, "Heh, wow, he actually did all of the work!" I dunno I guess Mr. Del either though he was never going to do it or it really wasn't all that important. The world may never know.

Sunday, June 09, 2002

Yesterday I went to Michelle's house to work on the science final project. Michelle's a part of the popular azn clique, although she's a cool one. So's Peony and Eveline. Helen and Maytak are nice...and Janice I'm civil with, the rest of the I have noooo idea who they are. Michelle and Peony are in the group and we were kinda of bored of working, so Peony and Michelle decided they both wanted to see Sum of All Fears and they invited me (they didn't want me to feel left out). I thought sure they're cool and I was up for seeing a movie. My parents would be cool about it. So Michelle decided to make some calls for rides etc. That took a while because everyone was some where different and with finals coming up there a lot of people that had a lot of projects and homework. The more people she started calling and the more I started to kinda recognize them and they were all a part of that popular clique. I was thinking about it more and if it was just the three of us I would have gone no problem, but then I realized it was more of a group gathering and I know I wouldn't have anyone to talk to because they all knew each other and I was just a third wheel. I declined because of that reason and because Michelle was having an interview at Baskin Robbins at 7:30 and the movie was at 8, I couldn't just stay at her house until 8. Part of me would really have liked to go, if I had know at least some one else. I kinda really wanted to go. :( Oh well you live and learn.

At her house it was kind weird, I was really uncomfortable, I didn't know what to do. In science class everything is so relaxed, but I dunno I kinda freaked out, she was cool/dorky as always, Peony got there at like 1:30 and they're much closer friends than I am with either of them, but they made sure to clue me and talk to me so that was nice. :)

And on Thursday night I hit both of my feet on the stupid guest room's desk. On the desk there's a low shelf right above the floor where you can put your feet, the edges are sharp. I wanted to roll out so that I could talk to Mom, so I tried to push away with one foot, the chair was kinda stiff and hard to roll, and my foot was conviently under that shelf so it finally rolled out and when it did, it hit the top of the shelf...hard. Now, I had this cut and scrap and large bruise on my left foot. I screamed held my foot, went to the bathroom, cleaned it off and put on a bandaid. So I was very mad hurt and I went back to playing my frogger game on the computer. I thought my dad called me again and me being smart...very smart, instead of using my injured left foot I used my perfectly good right foot to push out and...yupp you guess it....I did the same thing, twice as worse and to my now right foot. So for the past 3 days I have been wearing my flip-flops (which are very comfortable by the way) and walking around very gingerly. I have a small cut on my left foot and a bigger one on my right. I hate this.
I had my flip-flops on and Mr. Del was like hey! you're wearing slippers and then I was like did you see my feet?! and I told him the whole story and he was just cracking up about how I had done it twice. From that point on I just told people I hit the desk and let them think I did it once and hit both feet at the same time. gr.

Monday, June 03, 2002

I saw the guy again (sno cone/not enough change guy) but I think he is going out with Chrissy. Oh well he was just nice. No hard feelings like some one else who will go un-named (*cough*ben*cough*)

Victor wanted me to take this drivers ed. class with him and I probably would have if it was in the summer or at least not so close to finals. I have so many projects and papers. I'm also horrifed to drive the car. I am sooo horrible at multi-tasking and I'm afraid I'll crash...also goes in that catagory of "Beginning of Life Crisis..." (read entry from 1/5)
Dance-Overall very bitter experience.

Part I: The preparations
Tiffany and I left the battle of the bands early to help decorate. We didn't really do anything because Russ and Mr. Tobin were in some sort of meeting. So for about 5 minutes we were just hanging out, then Russ showed us bags and bags of balloons. Balloons that we had to blow up...ourselves. I couldn't tie the balloons so I was stuck blowing them and I got not really light headed, but I got a headache afterwards and for the rest of the time (till 5:45) I felt like crap....Decorating wasn't so bad tho...

Part II: The party
I got there at 9 when my shift started where I had to pay $3 to get in. to work. Right of the bat I didn't want to be there. My shift was from 9-10, but I knew I was going to work until the end because I had no plans to dance and I had to say until the end because I had to pick up everyone else's christmas lights. I guess I could have gotten there early but I'm still pissed off that I had to pay to work when I didn't sign up he "pulled random names." sure. We didn't even get to go inside the gym, we were outside in the hallway by the weight room and girls locker room.
When I got there, Jackie was there for the first 20 minutes then she left to go dance and Mia and Genny took over, they were fun but at 10 they left. The very stupid people at Safeway Select decided to have some contest advertised on ever frickin half of the can. Which means every half of the can looks the same, when they're in a ice chest under water and ice they all look blue. When some one wanted a specific flavor we had to dig through the whole flipping chest to find what they wanted. After 30 seconds in a chest your hands get extremely cold and numb, the fun part is when they start to thaw and the feel swollen. People came in large groups so we'd be scrambling for about 10 mins and then next 15 I'm just standing there. Daniel came for about a total of 10 minutes and then I was by myself. Good thing I stayed because the person that was suppose to work was suppose to find a replacement because he didn't want to work but his replacement never showed up anyways. During a frenzy, we ran out of quarters and all we had were bills, (sno cones and sodas were $.50 water was $1.00) hecka people didn't have quarters and neither did we. I was rushing to get orders filled; get sodas out of the ice chest and pour syrup on the ice (side note: cherry syrup stains even my hand...don't even try it Al) and this one dude gave me a dollar right when I figured out we didn't have any more quarters. I was extremely stressed and I didn't know what to do, I couldn't leave to get change or nothing, so he very kindly asked if I could remember his face and if he could come back later to get something. (He had a cute face not all too forgetable plus he had an eyebrow ring, that's pretty defining) I said sure, he was very nice about it. Definently the highlight of my night. So until 11:45, I was dealing with stupid people and no one else to help me. After Daniel left, Ms. Campfield helped me tho which was good because I would have killed Daniel if I was there by myself. The nice guy finally came back to get another sno cone, and I was like yay! (not outloud, I'm not a psycho.) and I think he goes to this school, I dunno he was with Chrissy (the blond that goes out with Josh) well He said thanks and some other stuff. :) Oh yeah and there was a fight right in front of me. It's pretty intense...They were definanly swinging, and aparently there was on there right before I got there because there were police cars and someone was getting arrested.

Part III: the after party
I said I had to stay late to get everyone's christmas lights, so I did. The bar was a mess, it was so watery because of all the water that slowly spilled out as I was pulling out the sodas and waters and was really sticky from all the syrup. We only had napkins and no towels which was a serious pain in the ass. It was just a big mess. and Daniel came back for the clean which was really nice. I finally found all of my stuff and called to get a ride home. I called twice and no one answered not even after I left a message, it was seriously scary at night at school, it was pretty dark and there were some fights already and probably some psychos...I didn't want to be left at school, but I went out into the parking lot and thank goodness my dad was already waiting for me.