So i got the job :) yay!
seniors only have a week left of school....sniff sniff. last time i'll be able to see some people...but at least he was in my class. that priovided more closure that i ever though. :) i know he'll go on to bigger and better things. good luck to him. i'm just thankful that i got to see him for one last term. who'da thunk? :) i'm trying to think positively, i think its hard because he was the first guy i liked that was tangible...and was human (not in the literal sense) in the sense that somedays he was nice some days not....he was smart, he had mood swings, but mainly he was nice. but he was normal. and he was there, as in not like a celebrity where it's admiration from far away...this was up close and in my face. :)

this'll be a short one because i have to get back to my history research paper. what a bore. ugh. oh well. it seems that everyone i hang out with has a boyfriend or girlfriend. :( poo. it kinda makes you feel lonely. but then of course when you see them have dramatic problems you feel a bit better, but just everyday things, like holding hands or something. especially now that Tiffany has someone, and she tells me about it or asks me advice, i'm not exactly the best person to ask advice seeing as how i've never had a boyfriend. :( poo. so that's slightly depressing but i do wish i had one. get me out of my hermit ways. and that was it i just wish i had a boyfriend, that would be nice....ah. only in a perfect world right? ...right.

I applyed for a job at bancroft uniforms...hopefully i'll get it....i think i will i think tiff and elisa are working there that should be fun, if nothing else its a pay check, and now that i'm gonna go to college soon, and drive soon i'll have to find a way to pay.