Friday, June 20, 2003

I passed the DMV'S written test to get my learners permit! :D yay!...but they messed up my birthdate. which is not just a typo..it screws everything up. My mom and sister were really happy to find that i passed the test! (well my mom at least) but then then my sister pointed out that they messed up my birthdate, which ment she went into lecture mode, you know the birthdate is the most important and you really need to check before you leave etc. and it just ended with ask mom about it, so we left....when i came home i told my mom i passed and she was really happy about it but then i said that they messed up my birthdate, to which she went into why didn't you go back in there and tell them to change it because the birthdate is the most important thing since that's how they calculate you age, but now since you're home you have to go back later, and make an appointment so we need to bring back your passport and everything (and i just checked and the i'll be a while since she wanted to go next friday but it's not free and the friday after that's the fourth of july so i don't know when i'm going to get it done because she's already taking off for taking me to a dr. appt. ) anyway the whole point of this was that they're all happy for me at first and then 5 seconds later it's lecture mode and what i should have done. now i'm not saying they're wrong, but i did nothing wrong (they're the ones who typed in my birthdate wrong) but i'm the one that should have done something because now they have to do something, which completely absolutely takes away from the joy of passing the test. so it's their fault i'm having a crappy day even though i passed the test, no wonder everyone hates the DMV. Plus i know my sister's going to go into all the details of all the mistakes i made, such as not telling the woman that i had an appointment because if she hadn't been there i would have had to wait 90 minutes if she didn't ask how long it would take. I should have told her that i had an appointment after she gave me the number and didn't ask, but i didn't i don't know it didn't come to me. which is a stupid mistake. and i know that but it hurts more and more the more it's told. and then when i didn't know which desk to go to when the numbers stopped at 20 i got confused even though there was a big sign above the door saying 21-27 here. i probaby do that to people even more, but it hurts and since what goes around comes around, i guess this is my coming around. oh well i'll just suck it up.
and then if it doesn't go well to change my birthdate that's a whole nother horrible episode which will be "blamed" on me (and i put "blamed" in quotes because it wouldn't be outright, but still it's my fault we even have to go back) even though i put the right numbers on the form the guy just didnt' put it in right. ugh
positive things today:
passing the vision test if i failed that, that would have been extremely embarrassing
passed the written test lol that's good
other than the listed stupid things i did today nothing else went horribably pear shaped....

Wednesday, June 04, 2003

My current mood
lonely
My personal mood
It feels like one of those times where you're surrounded by people, but no one's there. There's no one to connect with and me and my thoughts are all by myself.