Yay for Pets, boo for bad owners :(

I'm not a huge fan of cats, but I'm not a fan of homeless cats either. :(

whew

I've had some time to cool off and relax...like for five seconds LoL Still spazzing out a bit, but I talked to the counselor today and got a good plan going :) and yeah :) [beginning to consider studying a semister abroad...checking into the costs now] slightly less freaked out about the future, but in the near future, physics is still kicking my ass LoL but my friend has started a bit of a study group and so hopefully that start working out too :)

I'm going to die...

Well we all are eventually right? but I think my time is coming soon. My head is just going to explode, I'm not sure if any of you have tried this, but when using a funnel, if you pour too much in at one time, everything just gets stuck at the bottom and nothing goes in...that is how my head feels right now. Like nothing is going in and I'm just not getting it and I'm going insane cause I don't understand anything. Saturday is like the only day I have free now and that whole day is usually spent doing homework. ah. :( I am running out of gas and at three bucks a gallon it's quite expensive to refill. we're only in week 5 and I'm dying here...don't go to summer school. you get no summer vacation, now that seems all logical now and stuff...but I didn't really think about it like that. Now I'm thinking about it like that. LoL. also I just haven't had much fun either lately, like at all, I haven't gone shopping or done anything fun, just spontanious fun...in a really really long time. There's always something to do, something else to stress out about. (like now currently for me, it's the fact that I have a lab report due tomorrow and I haven't even started on it yet LoL) but yeah, no fun. I didn't have fun in the summer either...so it's been a LOOOOOOOONG sans fun. and that is no fun.

although on the upside, I have been reading more, and that has been some fun...then I don't have to worry about other crap while reading, gets me a bit away...but not far enough. yech. ah whatever, I have to go back to my lab report. ...and then die.

Chicken..your way.

dude. why has it taken me so long to find this site? ...I now Love it, it is absolutely useless and in no way shape or form furthers the intelligence of this planet, but it is freaking awesome. DUDE. IT'S A FRICKIN SUBSERVIENT CHICKEN!!!!! LoL dude. here's the link

Subservient Chicken :D

..you must check it out, and if you have no imagination here's a list of things it will and won't do :) Will and Won't do

...hopefully this will supply some entertainment for those long all-nighters or just when you'd like to procrastinate. :D

book bitchin'

hi. school is insane. after and completing three weeks of school. I finally have my physics book. Not the one I ordered online FOUR weeks ago...but one from the bookstore that I didn't want to buy in the first place. Stupid USPS lost my package. aurhg. and now I don't know what to do. so i'm gonna try to hunt it down, and if that doesn't work, I'm gonna go through half.com to try to get my money back. AURHGLKJSFL;SLJK;WOJI the mail system hates mocks me...If it hated me, it would never send anything to me, but it mocks me because things I don't need like pictures or a book that I won't use until 3 months later, comes within 3 days of ordering it. Something that I need ASAP and rush order, it comes on the 7th and abolutely last day. yeah. that's USPS going *nyah nyah nyah* . I lose.

On the upside, I finally understood what that last lab was about...and really it wasn't too complicated. LoL oivey. Now I have a pysics lab and chem lab due, but I'm chugging through it, it's good to be busy..just not too busy LoL Now that I have all my books and everything hopefully things will be slightly less stressful. WHOOO . yeah. okay I need to get out soon,

I can't wait to see Orlando Bloom's new movie Elizabethtown...Paula Deen from the food TV network thingie is in it...LOL. :D

random word of the day:
Prostidude: Male prostitute. or any dude who looks cheap and sleezy. Unshamefully plucked from someone on my MSN buddy list. :D

I just wanna sit in a corner and rot.

I am so stressed? or spread thin? ach i dunno (more like spread fat. but oh well) I just spent 2 and a half hours processing number data from my lab. Plugging in numbers and using excel and doing all this stuff....and I'm not even sure what I did, or if I did it right or what the heck is going on. AHHHH *cries* ...*pulls hair out* (i have enough to spare)

and then I have physics but my physics book has YET TO ARRIVE GOTDANGIT! and i ordered it on AUGUST 16TH!!!!!!!!!! FALLFFAFSDJIO;WOIEFJVJIOGIWH *insert censored yelling and screaming here* and I just failed the physics quiz miserably (but so did everyone else so I guess he's tossing that one out, but he's just a jerk about it, and won't even listen, gah, if I explain the whole thing here's I'm just gonna get more upset...) so I'm gonna go "take a break" and start on my calculus homework...it's extremely frightening when the only thing I do understand is math.....

ACK SUPER SORRY!

sorry, I was so delusional by the time I got down to wednesday, I was really losing it LoL so I totally forgot to enter the most wonderful time (which totally escaped my mind cause...my mind is like swiss cheese..has tons of holes) and so discretely brought up by the beautiful maria :D

OMG YOU HELLA OMITTED THE PART WHERE YOU WENT TO MARIA'S HOUSE AND MET PEACH AND RYOGA AND OPENED YOUR PRESENT AND NEMO SAID EYRR AND THEN GOT CRAPPED ON BY HER BIRDS AND WENT IN HER BACKYARD TO SEE THE BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS AND CHILL ON THE SWINGING SLEEPONABLE CHAIR AND ATE KEY LIME PIE AND PLAYED AT THE PLAY GROUND!!!

I am so sorry I forgot to add that part in, cause it was like the bestest part. so yes after lunch (I knew we did something...and it didn't take us 4 hours to eat lunch LoL) but yes we went to Maria's beautiful house. :) and we partied hard with her beautiful birdies! one of which crapped on me, and the other crapped on chrissy...and they were loud and chattin' it up with each other LoL :) And then I opened my gift from Maria, super all well thoughtout and planned and with the spork and Orlando Bloom magnet and piggie bank for our girls night out :D :D :D and the mommy card :( and the Nemo EYRR awesomemost wrapping paper :D and then we went up to her room and she showed us all these awesome pictures of her in Germany :D and then Maria let us into her super cool super landscaped lovely backyard with her awesome swingy chair, and then fed us key lime pie :D and then we trekked to the park and swung and went on slides and OMG DUDE. I FINALLY KNOW WHAT THOSE TWIRLY POLE THINGS ARE FOR!!!! I am super idiot though cause like everyone else knew except for me. LoL :( but they are fun :) and then we walked farther to the second park where we went on these spinny things and went super fast in circles and got TOTALLY dizzy and then we walked back to maria's house and we saw her cool water dispenser and ate CHEESE! and then we went back to chrissy's house and stuff etc...


and I'm so TERRIBLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY sorry that I forgot to put it in the first time :( sorry! :( I beg for forgivness! but now you have a special post! :D YAY!

and just as a side note on msn today I saw that the college that I plan to go to maybe, is ranked by The Princeton Review as the #9 "Reefer Madness" school. heh heh heh. oh boy...

Click here to see the rest of the lists UCSC is on and click the title of the post to see if your school makes any lists! LoL eh poop, those links make you sign in...oh well...sign in/up if you wanna LoL

but yes I really am super sorry things just tend to seriously flow out of my head, and it was a super memorable day...and I have these great pictures taken by maria :D and my family loves the one posted on the fridge, whenever anyone opens the fridge they all laugh...they laugh at me...but they laugh none the less eh? LoL :) so yes. IT'S LATE and I need to go to sleep now, and I have chem in the morning and then math in the afternoon and then physics lab late in the afternoon until 4:20..."Reefer madness" heh heh heh. and so I gotta SLEEP :'(