I AM NOW FEELING UPSET. We had plans this Saturday (valentine's day) for a girl's movie night and stuff, so we wouldn't have to be alone and we could watch chick flicks. then yesterday my mom tells me we're having family over, usually if i ask, my mom says i can go and it's fine. so today she says that one of us HAS to stay. i already have something to do, but so does my sister, she was going to go away for the whole weekend though and so my mom deems it "unfair" that she can't go so i have to say behind even though i told her about my plans first. and that sucks. because she still gets to go out and i can't. and it never used to matter because i'd never go out so one of us would be there. but now i actually have friends! wow. shocker. so now a decision has to be made and i get the shitty end of the deal anyways. it doesn't matter whether she lets me go i have to say anyways because i'd feel guilty for not going anyways i feel guilty anyways for feeling like this, but as a whole the situation is just shitty. she's offering me money to make up for it but it really doesn't even matter anymore.