Senior cruise was okay, I have to admit it was a lot of fun getting dressed up and having people do your make-up and hair (thanks Maria and Tiffany :D ) but things began to go downhill fast after that, we got to chrissy's house and they were running a bit late so we all were a bit late and but we got there for the reservations :) Dinner took a long time. a very very very long time. They kinda placed us in a separate room since they corretly guessed we would be super loud, it took a really long time to even get our soup/salad/bread. then it took another 20 minutes to get our drinks and then 20 minutes after that we got our meals. and then maybe an hour later the guy came back to clear our stuff, it was just really slow, so when that was all done we waited about 30 minutes and then the waiter dude comes in and was like the machine was broken in the back so it'll take a little while for your bill. I think a half hour after that the dude comes in with the bill, and it's $200. Good thing we looked over it they charged us with 22 meals, and there were only 15 of us. so we had to figure out what we actually ordered and then we had to wait for him to come back to tell him the bill was wrong, so he went and then changed it again, and then he came back, and AGAIN the bill was wrong so we had to figure out what else was left or put on there. then the third time it was finally fixed...we spent three hours in that stinking restaurant. not happy about that. Senior Cruise wasn't too bad, it wasn't all that great either, but i'm glad i figured that out with a $35 instead of at Senior ball with a $70. I learned not so harshly, but enough that i'll remember if you're going to go to one of those things, you have to have a date or you have to like to dance, neither of which i had/liked to do last night. Atleast on senior cruise you could hang on the deck and watch the scenery go by. I didn't even go down to the dance floor because i just can't dance. but everwhere else was couple'sville. so it sucks to be alone! I was thinking about going to Senior Ball, but that's a no now. :) It just sucks because the people without dates went dancing, but i didnt' like doing that so i hung out on the deck, where all the couples were. I just don't think i'm cut out for these things. I'm tired of being alone. i want something different. i want a psychiatrist so i can get some feed back, but free is definitely better than paying someone to listen to me whine lol. I just need a couple of days. but it sucks when some revelation comes to you 15 minutes too late. "You want what you can never have" Amen sister friend.