Wednesday, January 14, 2004

I had the most horrifying dream last night. BUT i had a happy dream before that. We were in the garden of this mansion at night and it was all decorated for a night party there were lights and things strung up. Some how i was on the second floor balcony/deck of the mansion sitting looking down on everyone. I was wearing the one dress i own and just watching people and the swan ice sculpture. Everything was white and dim, thousands of faerie lights everywhere. Then suddenly to my left was Oliver James (the actor) and he asked me if he'd seen me before, but i of course said no since i don't know any famous people. so we shook hands and exchanged pleasantries. I guess we were talking and getting to know each other (it gets fuzzy during that part) and then suddenly someone else comes up and says he has to go...I was very sad and depressed since it was nice to have some one to talk to where you don't fit in (and it didn't hurt he was easy on the eyes) but he and the person that told him he had to leave left and as he walked through the garden out the gate he looked back and i waved sadly. (sounds like a cheesy story, but that's how i remember it! lol) .....then in a totally different episode probably about an hour later things got dark. very dark... i was in this apartment type kitchen with my mom and my dad and it was dark and small. I had this feeling like when you're on one of those drop zone rides and you're waiting at the top to fall, well i was waiting for something bad to happen, i knew it was going to happen, but i just froze and could not do anything but wait. And sure enough they came, there were two or three guys with guns that just shot up the place, before i could hide, some one grabbed me and forced me to get into the car at gunpoint. He made me drive to the library and then stop, at the library there were police cars already there, i had no idea what to do, i didn't want to move but i wanted the police to know i was there. It was so scary i could feel the cold metal of the barrel and suddenly my eyes just shot open and i couldn't go to sleep after that. Even in dreams it was so real, i was very shook up.

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