Inside Love by Nada Surf

Watching terrible tv, it kills all thought
Getting spacier than, an astronaut…
Making out with people, I hardly know or like
I can’t believe what I do, late at night

I wanna know what it’s like
On the inside of love
I’m standing at the gates
I see the beauty above

Only when we get to see, the aerial view
Will the patterns show, we’ll know what to do
I know the last page so well, I can’t read the first
So I just don’t start, it’s getting worse

I wanna know what it’s like
On the inside of love
I’m standing at the gates
I see the beauty above
I wanna know what it’s like
On the inside of love
I can’t find my way in
I try again and again

I’m on the outside of love
Always under or above
I can't find my way in
I try again and again

I'm on the outside of love
Always under or above
Must be a different view
To be a me with a you

I wanna know what its like
On the inside of love
I'm standing at the gates
I see the beauty above
I wanna know what its like
On the inside of love
Of course i’ll be alright
I just had a bad night
I had a bad night

haven't updated in a while...

I suppose the reason I have not updated in awhile is because not much is going on LoL :D Supposed to be working on final stuff, paper, chem exam....or not. LoL I want to cut my hair, but I can't decide when to do it, probably after I get out of school.

I decided if I can get into the day pre-cal class I'm gonna do that...and just not work this summer :( I have awesome parents though :D they're cool either way and I have the rest of my life to work right? I might take religion 1 to fufill humanites requirement. but geez that's lame. it's a 8am :( but it's only from june 20 till july 28 whereas my math class starts the same day but I don't get out until aug. 11.
I wanted to take photography, but that's an 11 week session that starts in may and I can't cause of family vacation, oh well maybe next year or something.

Having issues figuring out where I want to transfer to OI. lame. I'm gonna do some career guidance thing with my aunt, see if that helps me get anywhere. but AHCK! I probably should have had this figured out earlier LoL but I'm a slight procrastinator. :D

I lead quite a mundane life.

Last weekend though I did hang out with antwonne, elisa, janice and justin. We went to go have phô in Union City. Went into the marina market there, dang it's like COSTCO there on the weekend LoL massive amounts of samples everywhere. I bought some different flavors of pocky sticks :D Milk tea, green tea, and chocolate/banana. yum, can't wait to try them. We wakled by Factory 2 U and there were .99 bras on sale. OMG IT WAS FUNNY. But I'm sure you just had to be there to get the total humor from it LoL :D but it was pretty fricking hilarious. Had some foods. I had vermicelli and bbq pork...and later that night...another vietnamese food place LoL oh well I had some wonton soup there. hadn't had that in a while, it was alright...although when I first got it, there were not wontons, had to explain to the guy, I ordered that one. anywhoo all worked out in the end :D

Have a dentist appointment on thursday. yesh. adios folks.

ARUGH. FRUSTRATION.

Sooooo lame. GAH I don't really want to go to too many concerts, but the ones I do want to go on are all on stupid fricking. tues. or thurs the nights of my math class. ARUGH. lame. I wanted to go to see the One Tree Hill tour. tuesday night. Maroon 5 honda civic tour? (tues or thurs. I forgot i'd have to skip class either way) Kelly Clarkson? the one I really wanted to go to, not just on a tuesday [cause if so I'd just skip that one class] ARUGH. but the night of my fricking math final. I can't exactly skip that.....SO LAME.

all schedules are working against me. Summer school too, Math 20 is either at 10am-1:40 or 7:00pm-9:40 SO LAME if I take the 10-2 i don't work. or I can take the 7-10 and like collapse when I get home. either way lame.

awesome weekend :D

Wednesday was good too, I had to do some passport stuff at the postoffice, which took for freaking ever. ugh I got there at the worst time there were three other people in front of me and I had to wait like 40 minutes. oh well. I got to chrissy's house and then Maria called, so she came to visit. YAY! I hadn't seen her since february! We hung out for a while, they had some awesome steak dinners, I had to chip in and eat leftovers for dinner at my own house sadly :( but then Janice came too a bit before she had to go dinner with Justin and then Manny came to go to church with Chrissy. Got to see a lot of people I hadn't seen in a long time so that was nice too :)

This weekend was so awesome :D
On Saturday Chrissy, my sister, my mom and I went to the Cherry Blossom Festival in SF. It was smaller than I remember, but we looked around a lot of the booths :) and had some fun, got some random free stuff from channel 26 LoL. Had some Yaki Soba and listened to dudes yell out "UNAGI UDON _______!!!" for about 30 minutes LoL even after 30 minutes, we still couldn't figure out what they were saying after "Unagi Udon" LoL

We went into the shopping center afterwards, checked out the bookstore, sanrio store and a stationary store. Chrissy made out like a bandit with tons of cool stuff :D I didn't really find anything though :(

Afterwards, we dropped chrissy off at her house and then we came back home. At 5 we left to go eat dinner in Milpitas at the thai restaurant Banana Leaf :D so good :) With uncle wally, auntie kathy, uncle david. I ordered a Malay Thai Iced Tea, which was good but slightly stronger than a Thai iced tea...or maybe more than slightly stronger LoL I had that at like 7o'clock and I didn't go to sleep until 2am. I got into bed at like 11:45pm and just sat there. too tired to keep my eyes open to watch tv and too wired to sleep LoL even my dream was really derranged.

anywhoo we got back and then ate a strawberry pie from nations. It was alright, just the strawberries weren't very ripe :( oh well.

Then today we Jamie had her bowling fundraiser project thingie. I picked up charlie and chrissy and then we were on our way to Daily City. No big issues getting there :) and now I know :D LoL the alley there is AWESOME and so new :) They have nice tv screens that have funny animations if you get a gutter ball, a strike [double strike or a turkey], or a spare :D I did alright on my first game and got an 86 :D and did really well on my second game and got a 135 :D WHOOT! i was stoked.

My mom went also and she did really well...for not playing for 20 years LoL :D
there was also a raffle and my mom won the "You Got Served" DVD LoL and after much re-drawing etc..charlie won the Spiderman 2 dvd :D he also won the second place for the most amt. of money raised. :) the dude that raised the most was the one that pledged $1 per point and who got over 300 points over two games. Sorry Charlie, but you can't beat that LoL
Chrissy also won an award for the most awesome effort :D and won $10 to Jamba Juice :D
....I on the other hand won nuthin. except for the satisfaction of breaking 100 in bowling. and well that's plenty enough for me :D I am stoked :D partypartypary yayyayyay :D LoL

very awesome weekend :D filled with much fun :) Bowling is more fun the more often you do it.

Justin's Birthday Celebration!

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Kyle eats way too many starburst. (it's hard to gauge, but the wrapper chain is about a foot long composed of 58 wrappers)

anywhoo Justin's Birthday was on Saturday :) We met at chrissy's house a nooon and then went to Castro Valley to go bowling :D Charlie, Johanna, Janice, Justin, Kyle, Chrissy, Phillip and I went. There were like four or five Parties going on, lots of random disco lights. But at least we didn't have to wait for any lanes, there were two next to each other. I had a good first game and suckier second game. oh well, it was still mucho fun. Justin has a great dance for Gwen Stefani's song "Whatcha Waiting for"

Then we went back to chrissy's house and chilled there until about 6pm when Benny, Tiffany and Elisa came. We all went to Jack London Square to eat SFO's I had a bbq pizza, not half bad :)

then back to Chrissy's house for really good caramel brownies :) Chrissy, janice, johanna and tiff made them, and tiff decorated it with sprinkles :D that and vanilla ice cream was awesome. Justin opened his presents and loved his magic cards, nerf gun and "law of cosines" shirt...LOL :D

Then they played some more video games and then the girls proceeded to kick the guy's butts at cranium :D WHOOT the guys have to wash our cars (except justin, he is exempt) :D

then got home around midnight :D

random shoes

aaaaaaaaaaaah ha. K I haven't posted in a while, so I thought I might give a slight update :D

Um. saturday went shopping with my sister to Valley Fair because they were having this shoe sale thing...turned out to be a bust, but we ate at the Cheesecake Factory. I had WAY too much to eat. LoL but it was good, the fresh apple turnover..thingie was a good alternative to cheesecake :D

Then we went to great mall cause it was on the way home and I was looking for shorts at Old Navy...but there was no parking and I didnt really need to go to old navy so I said let's go home. But then my sister really wanted to go looking for her shoes in more places so we stopped by the new shoping center Pacific Commons in newark, it'll be really nice once it's totally finished. Anywhoo went to old navy and I didn't find anything, tried on some shorts. I liked the style of the Bermuda shorts, but they are WAY too low. not my style :( I didn't look very hard, but I'm hoping maybe they have it in different lengths? ...who knows. anywhoo Then we went to DSW for my sister's shoes, the place was HUGE! bah. and so she walked every aisle and I was tired so I walked a few then sat down. I was bored so I started trying on shoes around me and I tried on this one pair that happened to fit pretty well. walked around and decided to get them, they were only $20. eh I'll actually wear these LoL

I'll wear my lobster shoes when I get some red clothing!!! I swear! LoL

yeah. then daylights saving sucks. I thought I was all fine and everything..but when I actually tried to do stuff...wow that didn't work. like writing? i have a feeling my art notes are nothing close to comprehensive. LoL oh well tomorrow I get to sleep in a bit :D si.

and yeah, got my english paper back today...eh a lot of grammatical errors but he said if i fixed them, I could turn it back in for an A...which i'll probably do. :D

FIN

MOOOOOOvies

Don't mix me with a discount blockbuster card and a week vacation. LoL Like the only thing I did this week was watch movies!

let's see
Last friday I started with Shark Tale, which was highly entertaining. although the little shrimp dance was freakin hilarious LoL

....from there it gets fuzzy which dates I watched what but, on Saturday I saw Robots in the theather with Chrissy, Janice and Kyle. Me and my mom rented I,Robot also [same time as Shark Tale], and I watched that with her on Sunday. When we returned the two movies we rented three more, the Incredibles, Lucky 13 and Bridget Jones Edge of Reason.

The Incredibles was okay, not one of my favs. gah, we didn't get past the first 15 minutes of "Lucky 13" that movie SUCKED. and then Bridget Jones was alright, I liked the first one better, it was alright though...so then when we returned those My mom and I rented Finding Neverland. gah. that was a great movie, I really enjoyed that one. sniff sniff. and then my mom had never seen Amélie so we rented that too. I LOVE that movie :D awesome

and today I saw Robots with alex again today after helping out at an egg hunt this morning. That was certainly a new experience....omg. Those kids were ready to run at a moment's notice, a baloon popped and some though it was the go signal and they shot off, but we wrangled most of the back. there were SO many eggs and they were all gone within like 15 minutes. Dude. one kid had one too many...it was gross. UGH. didn't eat mine that morning.

so yeah it was a good week :) so let's total count

• Robots (twice)
• The Incredibles
• Shark Tale
• I, Robot
• Lucky 13
• Bridget Jones, Edge of Reason
• Amélie
• Finding Neverland

8...yeah I think that's it...it's probably 5 too many but oh well :D LoL I had FUN!