Cars

Gah this car thing is so lame and stressful...Why can't cars be cheaper...life would be a lot easier. ugh.

I have homework and work tomorrow, gah how do people work and go to school at the same time, I'd go completely insane. Tomorrow at least is my fun day :) english and sociology :D yeah. and I get out early, always a plus. sorry for the lameness and shortness and boringness of this post...i'm just feeling kinda lame now...

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Whooo new template! The other one was getting a bit dark for me...I really like this layout and the fonts :) so WHOOT LoL Homework stinks, but it is a necessary evil. Tons of reading :( bah eventually the words just begin to swirl in my head..oi. uhm English and Sociology are great...math kinda sucks, but the teacher seems kinda funny and this chick that sits next to me seems cool, psych. well justin is quite entertaining, but I can't say the same for the instructor. As justin said, "you could take a piece of plywood, stick a happy face on it, and it'd have more personality than this lady"....too true, too true...

The radio in the volvo broke today waaaaaaaah. I think it's a connector thingie to the antenna, cause it'll work sometimes, and then suddenly go out, but then the display and everything in the radio works fine..bah that sucks

Uhm, went to L&L's today, kicked it with Kyle, didn't do much, tried looking for my old yearbook, still not to be found LoL i'm pretty good at placing things I don't want to find...so good even I forget...heh heh, irritated a canadian, and got groomed LoL [finally finished my project, I am not an aborter]
and...uhm. I drove on the freeway for the first time in a while LoL since like the beginning of August, I don't drive many places...I wasn't used to going 75....ahem I mean 65 of course I never go past 65mph....65mph the legal speed limit LoL

cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese. [I wish I had more time :'( ]

booooooredome.

yeah, I got home at like 12:10 after dinner and hanging out at chrissy's house...LoL throwing peanut shells on the floor is just so bizarre. uhm. yeahhhhh LoL it was a good dinner, but the service was kinda sucky... uhm yeah. work was hot and long...it stunk :( and made me stink LoL

I'm so bored right now (and full...too full to sleep baah) I'll just write random stuff....
I like jam better than peanut butter.
I like chewy bread/cookies better than crunchy.
I like purple
I don't like getting burned
Making bacon sucks.
I have near cankles.
I should deposit my check soon
Aw! the Nsync video for "Gone" just came on (I'm watching launch.com music videos...I haven't seen this for so long :( wow )
I miss Nsync
Lance is hot lol
"Gone" is a very depressing song....
Work sucks, but paychecks don't
Who's Line Is it Anyway is a super funny show :)
"Gone" is a very depressing song...
wire cutters are very useful...I should invest in them....
I still can't find my 8th grade yearbook (might have been...uhm mutilated)
Nor my 8th grade ID
I wanna go on vacation.
this is a lame list...i should stop soon.
I still want to see Whale Rider
I had hiccups earlier, laughing way too much lol
I want a caramel apple....

...with a little help from my friends...

Gah I got through my first "week" lol of "college" week is in quotes because i only have school from mon-thu and 9-noon so they're short anyways and college is in quotes because...it's chabot. Met cool new people, new chick in math class from castro valley, super cool, which is good because I'm sure I'm gonna need a study buddy for that class...

Go wednesday! I needed Chrissy's ultimate knowledge in folding cranes and so I went over and it happened that Janice and Kyle were coming over 15mins. later anyways. :) So yes we all hung out. Uhm, watched music videos manga manga'd on Chrissy's ultimate food :D I had to go pick up my Mom at BART but then I came back and yes we had some super great stir fry with seafood and fresh veggies :D We did watch BASEketball...uhm. not exactly the movie for me LoL...uhm..."Bring your Own Chicken Day"? LoL lessee, we just kinda ate and hung out and then Chrissy went to church and I had to go home to do homewooooork baaaaaah.

Homework isn't so bad, but it involves SO much freaking reading! read chapter 1, chapter 3 and then these 3 essays...bah! oh well they give enough time to do it. I've found that reading in the car is a good place, nice and quiet, and I have to get there early to get a good parking space anyways LoL. sometimes I fall asleep though...no bueno LoL. a bit too comfy LoL :)

If you need anything, go to chrissy!

So I guess I should start off with my plan...and then how things really went...LoL oi. this morning has been quite eventful wow.

Plan:

• Have alarm go off at 5:55AM to give me five-ten minutes to roll around in bed and wake up
• Get dressed, eat breakfast get ready etc...
• Leave the house at 7:10AM
• Get to school by 7:35AM so I can find parking (I heard it was absolutely horrible, and then wait in line to get into the bookstore)
• Get my books, drop the ones I don't need off and then get ready to go to class

Reality:

• When checking that alarm clock is set, accidently turn it off instead so I wake up at 7:22AM ...freak out.
• Brush my teeth, throw on a pair of pant and shirt (forgetting sweatshirt and proceed to nearly freeze)
• Super quick double check making sure I have paperwork I need
• Grab muffin throw it in backpack
• Run out the door, into the car and the zoom off to school
• Luckily there was parking and thank goodness! I bought my parking permit earlier so I didn't have to wait in the super long line for the daily one. (luckily I caught a lot of green lights so I got there at like 7:50am)
• Dump my backpack into those mini lockers, find my books wait in the fairly long line, but I quickly got my books so I was in line at 8:00AM
• I get there and they don't accept debit cards, I would have had to go to the atm and it charges me bah. stupidos. so I went back out and got my checkbook, I started filling out the crap and then he tells me I need this W# (it's like an ID number, but before i was using my SSN and it worked fine for everything else) bah so I write the check out and all that crap and then he says if I don't have that number I can't use a check, so I have to go to the ATM withdraw the money...and bah. so I finally just pay in cash. [it's more depressing to have to hand the actual cash over :( ] my books were 319.02 more than I get in one pay check :'(
• I got finished at 8:20 so I had enough time to go to my car and drop off the books that I didn't need today.

Overall it could have gone a heck of a lot worse. i.e. I could have gotten up at like 8:45 instead of 7:20...wow. that would have super sucked. really. and at least there was still parking and they had all my books. so yeah I think the morning was okay LoL

My classes today weren't too bad, my first two teachers seem pretty cool. At least they're not dull and they don't drone. Everyone that said it's like high school all over again...uhm lied. I don't think it's like school at all, it's more like separate classes. I dunno LoL it just doesn't feel like school. I like it :D mainly cause the classes are no more than an hour and 15 and NO BELLS! Whoo! and the teacher lets you out whenever she's done. that's super great. I dunno it seems okay, but I haven't been to math yet :'( i HATE MATH! aaaaaah. L-A-M-E (whenever things seem okay in the beginning it tends to get worse, and things that are really bad get easier...i have a bad preception of how hard things are/will be LoL)

so overall? first day of school not bad. (except people smoke EVERWHERE :( bleck) and I get out at 11:45 :D

The summer's all in bloom
The summer is ending soon

It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses

Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt

-white houses by vanessa carlton

I don't want to go back to school.
This has been the greatest summer ever. (well maybe not ever, but as far as I can remember this has been the greatest summer. :D Chrissy's house was the official headquarters of the bumming. Rightfully so. her house is the freaking greatest!!!!!!!!! she's got a massive bed, always tons of food, super duper comfy couches :D dang...there's heaven down the block! LoL :D of course we can't forget the most important part of chrissy's house....CHRISSY DUH! and all the people her orange aura draws in :D the buff stuff ms. Jaaaaanice, the sexay ms. maria, elisa..(sorry got no title for her) LoL, the dorky/nerdy/weird. mr. T and ...well I guess me too LoL :D but yes. her house is freaking great.. and it is, and will ALWAYS be...crackalackin'.

I've just had so many good days :D like super good days*. and of course my birthday, and bennay's birthday, and our trip to carmel WHOOT. and just like so maaaaaany good memories *sniff sniff* I hate for them to stop. but I guess things come and go, and you just have to appreciate what you've got while you have it...and I think because of previous experience, I do :) well, maybe I could appreciate them more...but dangit. i think I really am. I know i've got some good stuff. and memories no one could steal away from me. Growing up has its ups and downs, and I've done the down stuff, the lonely hermit stuff, this kinda feels like a reward :) I've got the greatest friends in the world (who've proven that time and time and time and time again ;) , and I may not deserve them, but I'm holding on while I can. :) ...in conclusion....chrissy has the greatest puns, janice has the super buffness (and supportiveness and the kindness, and the strength [figuratively/metaphorically and literally] ), Maria just has the freaking sexayness that we can all admire, and Kyle's got the nerdyness, wit and all knowingness....Tiff (working hard this summer...or hardly working? hmmmmm? LoL) has the just freaking greatness in organization, and humor :D, and optmisim. Al, who may have not been a HQ a lot, but has still made the whole summer a lot better (go "Without a Paddle" ) :D and seeing spiderman 2...okay so it wasn't super great, but james franco was worth it :D) her and her randomness and comic greatness :D I don't even know what this is...besides a super long runon paragraph, but I guess a thank you? I dunno. but if not. hey. thank you anyways :D This summer would have been seriously sucky without you. sniff sniff. I'll still be here...never moving away...and leaving forevur. If you ever get bored. yes. estoy aquí. adiooooooos. alooooooooha.

*Coffee, Joe Coffee might have had some slight power usage in those days. muahahaha. wow that made total nonsense. but go randomness! [talk 2 me] muahahahahaa.

yes.

you can stop now...

I said bye...

In different languages...

wow I haven't done one of these in a while...

okay I shall leave...

until I'm back again...

which will probably be soon...

SOMBRERO...CHEESE...FELT...FLOAATY...TEPID....and da woooooooosh.

bah, I'm learning to use the phone....it's a scary thing, and it likes to make my ear sore. I'm finally actually seeing how long my phone battery will last....LoL not too long actually, it sorta surprised me. I should learn how to hang up earlier because....i got 2.5 hr. of sleep then had to wake up and drive mom to work. got 3 hrs. of sleep and then went to work. bah. oh well.

private posts shall ne'er be read by foreign eyes!!!! even if bases and or rabbits are mentioned ;)

Sorry for the randomness of this post, as you can kinda see, i got very little sleep! Work doesn't suck as much as last year, but the paycheck is certainly a lot smaller. no bueno.

talk 2 me.

This Is Your Life
Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
Yesterday is a promise that you've broken
Don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes,
This is your life.
And today is all you've got now.
And today is all you'll ever have.
Don't close your eyes.
(chorus)
This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, is it everything that you dreamed
That it would be when the world was younger,
And you had everything to lose?
Yesterday is a kid in the corner
Yesterday is dead and over.
(chorus)
This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, are you who you want to be?

Take the jump.