Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Anonymous Day thwarted

Ever have one of those days where you just want to be anonymous. Where you can just look and act as miserable as you feel without having anyone go "aw are you okay?" and having to put on a fake smile? Anyways, today was one of those days for me, I just wanted to a miserable loner by myself. Yet the universe saw fit that that did not happen. Today I happened to see like everyone I have ever met at chabot. ...When you see people you haven't seen in a while you can't just sneer at them or give them that blank look, it makes them think you don't like them... So you have to smile and wave.

Gah, so I just wanted to eat lunch in silence, but the cafeteria was packed because the local audubon society was there taking up a bunch of tables, so I went upstairs, and on the way up I saw one of my classmates from physics last term, who I had to smile and wave to. When I got upstairs I found 4 of my classmates, at a table studying...maybe it was rude, but I waved and then went to go sit down at a small table by myself, I really didn't want to talk to too many people, but one of my friends came over and was like "hiiiiii yaddah...." and then my old lab partner stopped to talk for a little bit too. I waved and then got out of there after eating lunch. I didn't want to go to the library where it was loud, so I went to the downstairs computer lab where I saw another one of my old chem classmates, who I had to wave and smile, and then I got in the computer lab which was more packed than i've ever seen it and so one of the only computers left was one by people in my physics class. They were doing some OChem thing of theirs so I didn't really have to talk much with them...but then I totally gave into the fact that I wasn't supposed to have a miserable anti-social day when I left the computer to study at this table and someone in my chem class sat at the table across from me. Someone I haven't talked to since like the 9th grade chatted about the lack of studying for this upcoming quiz, I was flipping through my notes and such, and then he comes over for help. Of course I have to help him, and I've just given in to the fact that today I wasn't supposed to be miserable. :)

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