Vocabulario

Arugh. I wish I had a larger vocabulary, then I could use words like quixotic in the proper context in normal conversation and I could also properly get ideas out that I need to. Although maybe I just have to work with what I've got...Maybe I just have to do that first...Sometimes it might be easier to act out how you feel. Sometimes it'd be easier to say everything you needed to say, see the reactions you need to see, and then go back and edit if need be. Yep, that'd be awesome. But we can't.
It'd also be awesome to be able to just let someone know how you feel without having to tell them with words. That'd be a great sixth sense, if people could just pick up on it. But it's not.
Too much to say, not enough courage. Maybe it's like a shot, the anticipation is the worst of it, or maybe it's like a tetanus shot and there's the horrible anticipation and the horrible feeling of soreness afterwards.