I wonder if the weather really does have an effect on your emotions? they say portland/washington state have a high suicide rate because of the constant rainy weater etc. but I guess i'm glad that we have two seasons lol because even though i like the cold better than the warm, i seem to be in a better mood in the warmer weather. lately i seem to be more happy, and not just happy, satisfied. Satisfied with being without a boyfriend, satisfied with going to community college etc. Lately i just seem to be happier :) randomly being in a good mood rather than a bad, and trying to look at the better side of things :) just like because i don't have a boyfriend, i get to look at other guys :) and oogle at them rotfl. well hey it's mildly entertaining when there's nothing else to do. and i've recently renewed my eagerness to go traveling (consequently with the viewing of some cute aussie guys) LoL more on that later. but things just seem okay now :) they may get insane and horrible later, but things are good now. i randomly smile...and that is quite random. i think this is a good time for this to happen because senior year is the year to just live it up! whoo!!!!!!!!
annnnnnnd back to the cute aussie guys, lol okay this was such in a random way because i was INNOCENTLY searching for those Haribo gummie bear ads, the ones that have like two gummies pulling another in the middle and it says "naughty bears" those were kinda funny, and in my search i came upon this guy holding a bag of haribo gummie bears, but no ads. but the guy holding the bag really wasn't all too bad looking ;) so i clicked on the page it ended up being on and there was a bunch more pictures and a whole website :) so alex and I spent about an hour talking about them and commenting on their pictures lol...now in retrospect it sounds stalker-ish...but i swear we weren't lol...although i think if guys that go to all boy schools look all that sexy we SO need more all boy schools...
I guess that partly perked up my spirits...lol but i dunno...i really need for summer to come....alex, me and chrissy need to go guy hunting :) I just have a good feeling :) let's see....monday, march 29, 2004 good feeling starts...let's see how long this one lasts....hopefully long yay!