I feel so extremely frustrated! I know what I need to do, but I just haven't got the courage to do it. I've been having problems with a family member and usually it happens once, and then the next day it goes away, but this time it seems to have stayed. I need to to talk, but I just gotta do something before this gets totally out of hand, if it hasn't already. I have it all played out in my head what I will say etc. but I know that's all out the window once I start talking. Dude why can't people just forgive and forget. If I kept all the grudges I've ever had, I'd never talk to anyone that I know now. Why can't my world be a happy place?

#2 is probably doesn't even know I'm alive any more, his life (in spanish at least) revolves around Alieen or Vanessa, mainly Alieen. But she's cool so it fine. WE ARE GETTING A CHRISTMAS TREE TONIGHT! WHOO HOO!. This is my favorite time of the year, especially since last year we didn't have one, it totally didn't seem like Christmas. But we are getting it tonight it rocks. I love the winter and Christmas times. :D

WHOO HOO HEATER FINALLY GOT FIXED! I need to find something that seriously calms releases my stress, I mean I'm only 15 and I stress WAY too much for my own good. I still am. dude. I'm turning into my mom and my grandma. Why can't I just be goin' with the flowin' in the wind like my sister and my dad. Nope I gotta be this huge ball of nerves with a head waiting to explode...just like that fat pimple on your nose...LoL, it's a joke folks... dude, I found this HILARIOUS site to go to...even if you're not a star trek fan (like me) doesn't matter the dude. is. funny. :D So just click the link...you know you want to... Just a mad funny dude who is real.

Today completely sucked, it was alright, until I got home...grrr. Oh ya, and our teacher brought in a thermometer and it read 93 degrees. IF I feel like bringing it back up again, I'll write what happened, but it's not likely. I'll just note that it left me with a large headache and stress when this is suppose to be my stress free week.

I have no more hard history, I did a biography that was due Friday on Sunday so I have no stressing this week! :D I have some math, but that's a daily thing and some spanish which I just finished. Today our math classroom must have been at LEAST 95 degrees in there! While the outside tempture was only 55. WHOO! It sucked it felt like summer in there! It was too stinkin' hot in there. But good thing, Westlife's World of Our Own will be released here Dec. 14...hopefully...well at least that's what CDNOW.com says. It also says it's onl $14.99, but I don't know how much shipping and handling will cost. :( but no matter, I'll still get it anyways. LoL :D The sole reason I love Westlife LoL oh ya that and their music... :D
A very non-stressed Teri (a very rare Teri)

Hilarious...I KNEW he was demonic....LoL I swear, no alterations were made to the picture...that's just rusty......just click it, you know you want to...LMAO!

Today was a semi-bum day, I bummed around until aobut 1:30 and then I started my report on Mifune which I thought was due on Friday but is actually due on Monday! So good thing I got that done with! :D My cousins left yesterday and we went to a Japanese resturant in Oakland. So it was nice, it was nice to have a 4-day weekend but I'm glad to see my friends when I go back tomorrow.